fond being

restless, nervous, indecisive, fluttering inside,
jitters, frightened, shivering, churning inside;
shaken, intimidated, tense, sullen, morose, inside
lamentable circle of thoughts, so blank outside.

frustrated, angry, depressed, and jealous for long,
discontent, dogged, bullied, spoon fed, for long,
undone, livid, flustered, thrusted, upset for long
dour circle of thoughts, outside a soothing gong.

rattled, perturbed, sleepless, parched all the while,
glum, moody, monotonous, grim, sick of, all the while,
lethargic, couched, annoying, impossible all the while,
dumb circle of thoughts, outside there is a guile.

dull, boring, draggy, sloppy, weary every instant,
irksome, damping, blunt, ho-hum, sloppy every instant,
deadening, pesky, chafing, so nettling, every instant,
queasy circle of thoughts, but appearance a good brisant.

hideous, repugnant, evil, acrid, pathetic to the core,
grumpy, scornful, uneasy, hapless, low-down to the core,
scummy, polluted, corrupt, paltry, woeful to the core,
petty, blind circle of thoughts, the being awful to the core.

unproblematic, funny, modest, moments with child's circle of thoughts.
ignorance, innocence, humor and need what for a good circle of thoughts.