I just like…

i just like the vicious hardening rain, 

hitting my window sills with a pain;

 me to brood and draw on the pane

for the calmness in me to feel insane..

i just like the wavering of the trees,

yielding to gushing steps of breeze;

bent on hitting me, get me to freeze

for me to break down, so cold, jeez..

i just like to curl up into the pages,

as lightning bolts into the blue ages;

shivering, i am ensnared in her cages

I feel trapped in the fortress of Mages..

i just like to walk away from her eyes,

to think alone, and let out those sighs;

what if I am engulfed in the same highs

and cannot escape to fly  on these skies..

i just like to pull closely, my blanket,

cuddle up with my pillow’s  silhouette; 

what if I feel alone, as agonies ricochet 

closing my eyes, the voice i anticipate..

i just like to keep going  through the day,

motor along, till i have a strength to say;

begin, rise, rest, escape as the waves may

i just like to keep going through the day...

i just like to be happy, what if it is so on my own,

i just like to be happy, even though you have grown;

i just like to be happy, with the affection you have sown

i just like to be happy, what if it is so on my own...