one thursday smile

i had a nasty flu, last wednesday, thursday and friday.. in fact, i write this because of an interesting, yet ridiculous thing i realized..

i slept off on wednesday afternoon... then i remember friday.. i know i slept through thursday, with food n medicine obviously being sneaked in somehow. (though i have no idea when) and then there was friday..

now there are a lot of stuff you do when you are well 'n kicking... but when unwell, you just curl up.. (some do when well too) as much as i wondered what the hell happened to my thursday, i was just happy to get well.

its no big deal.. as nothing is.. i mean years run by like flipping pages.. decades pass by, in an instant.

but ONE WHOLE DAY going missing all of a sudden, amidst the running years, was weird for me. i don't remember a single instant of that day..

no matter how fast time appears to go, every night, there is one smile acknowledging the good day that passed... and i have the occurrence of one smile plucked out of the book of my thursdays.. no big deal, as nothing is..

probably there are many blank days, worse days, better things to feel weird of..
but the loss of that 'one thursday smile' was an interesting deviation..